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haunted is my mind...

broken am i...

"we have rudiments of reverence for the human body,
but we consider as nothing the rape of the human mind"

~ Eric Hoffer ~

"in the midst of winter,

i finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer "

~ Albert Camus ~

"rape is the only crime in which the victim
becomes the accused"

~ Freda Adler ~

"people out there must be told about the self-loathing
that follows rape and how it's the greatest breakage
in divine law to mutilate themselves, as i have done"

~ Tori Amos ~

"marriage as an institution developed from rape as a practice.
rape, originally defined as abduction, became marriage by capture.
marriage meant the taking was to extend in time, to be not only
use of but possession of, or ownership"

~ Andrea Dworkin ~

"a marriage license should not be viewed as a license for a husband
to forcibly rape his wife with impunity"

~ Sol Wachtler ~

You may trod me
in the very dirt
But still,
like dust,
I'll rise.

~ Maya Angelou ~

"it is better to suffer wrong than to do it"

~ Samuel Johnson ~

"pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding"

~ Kahlil Gibran ~

"little girl comes to you cautiously, gingerly; does she dare to trust again?
she comes on dark wings,
with pink ribbons
wanting pretty things,
ice cream
and a place in your heart
she whispers and wants you to listen
she is fragile and strong
like a milkweed seed
floating,
looking for somewhere to land
if you nurture her,
she will grow
and bring you gifts of butterflies"

~ Ellen Jaffee Bitz ~

"but where there's a monster
there's a miracle"

~ Ogden Nash ~

"behind each human face
is a hidden world that no one can see.
we cannot continue to seek outside ourselves
for the things we need from within.
the demons will haunt us if we remain afraid.
silence is one of the great victims of modern culture"

~ John O'Donohue ~

music is my first love...

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Fuel is also an amazing group, love their music!

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Breaking Benjamin absolutely rocks, each CD is amazing! This is Breathe...

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Blow Me Away...

and who doesn't love the lips of an angel, LOL!...

rain is a girl's best friend...

whisperings that move me...

Absolute must-have guide to life... The Bible

Yes, I have and sometimes continue to self-harm, so I have read a lot on the subject trying to understand why and am currently working on recovery...

And yes, believe it or not I am a parent, my true calling from God and the only reason I am still here on this earth...

Besides my counseling classes at college, theology is my other passion...

And this book is just an open and honest read for anyone...

somewhat frightening facts about me

shockingly, i am a Christian
a dark~n~twisty one

just completed:[Bachelor of Science degree in Religion: Biblical Counseling]
graduated Magna Cum Laude

seriously... pick yourself up off the floor, i understand the confusion
i am currently embarking on the journey to a masters degree
in what you ask... hmmm, would you believe of all things
- in professional counseling:[specializing in marriage & family]

i too find that immensely hilarious, laughing at and with oneself is a good thing
never take me too seriously...

and i just got my lip pierced
will be getting my first tattoo in the next few weeks...

i fully admit to anyone and everyone who chooses to listen
that yes, I AM A FREAK
i am also a cutter at this point
even with all the knowledge i've acquired
yet, there is a reason behind the cutting

haunted is art & poetry...

thoughts that whisper to the haunted soul...

"Do the thing you fear the most, and the death of fear is certain."
~ Author Unknown ~

"Terrors overwhelm me; my dignity is driven away as by the wind, my safety vanishes like a cloud.

And now my life ebbs away; days of suffering grip me.

Night pierces my bones; my gnawing pains never rest.

In his great power God becomes like clothing to me; he binds me like the neck of my garment."

~ Job 30:15-18 ~

"Bondage is the life of personality,

and for bondage the personal self

will fight with tireless resourcefulness

and the most stubborn cunning."
~ Aldous Huxley ~

Bondage is:

subjection to external influences

and internal negative thoughts and attitudes.
~ W. Clement Stone ~

whisperings from the haunted...

latest research paper grade...

10/02/08 19:31:57 | 2 whispers back to me

This is what my professor had to say to me :o)

Congrats! You were the only 100 in the class. Don'
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cutting...

09/03/08 15:22:48 | 2 whispers back to me

Cutting

"You don't cut to die; you cut to ease the pain that your life is bringing you."

SELF-MUTILATION is a broad-based term for different forms of intentional...

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dig a lil deeper

haunted is the musical soul...

Evil Angel by Breaking Benjamin, absolutely rocks!

gemini:[am i]

Gemini is the third Sign of the Zodiac, and those born under this Sign will be quick to tell you all about it. That's because they love to talk! It's not just idle chatter with these folks, either. The driving force behind a Gemini's conversation is their mind. The Gemini-born are intellectually inclined, forever probing people and places in search of information. The more information a Gemini collects, the better. Sharing that information later on with those they love is also a lot of fun, for Geminis are supremely interested in developing their relationships. Dalliances with these folks are always enjoyable, since Geminis are bright, quick-witted and the proverbial life of the party. Even though their intellectual minds can rationalize forever and a day, Geminis also have a surplus of imagination waiting to be tapped. Can a Gemini be boring? Never!

Since Geminis are a mix of the yin and the yang, they are represented perfectly by the Twins. The Gemini-born can easily see both sides of an issue, a wonderfully practical quality. Less practical is the fact that you're not sure which Twin will show up half the time. Geminis may not know who's showing up either, which can prompt others to consider them fickle and restless.

They can be wishy-washy, too, changing their mood on a simple whim. It's this characteristic which readily suggests the Mutable Quality assigned to this Sign. Mutable folks are flexible and go with the flow. Further, the Twins are adaptable and dexterous and can tackle many things at once. It's a good thing, too, when you consider their myriad interests. The downside of such a curious mind, however, can be a lack of follow-through.
How much can any one person do, anyway?

Ruled as they are by the Planet Mercury, Geminis exhibit a delicious brand of mercurial energy. They are quick-thinking, quick-witted and fast on their feet, much like the messenger god of Roman mythology that rules their Sign. Geminis are both curious and clever, which is why they are such a hit at cocktail parties. Although they talk a great game, they also love to listen and learn. With any kind of luck, the Twins will find themselves in interesting company, because if they don't, they are likely to get bored and start fidgeting. Any social setting is a good one for a Gemini, however, since these folks are charming, congenial and love to share themselves with their friends. While their effusiveness may be misconstrued as scheming by some, Geminis generally have their hearts in the right place. It's that ample energy which can also paint them as scatterbrained and unfocused, but behind all that zipping around,
the Twins are busily filing all that good data away.

The Element associated with Gemini is Air. Air Signs are the thinking person's Signs, and the Twins don't disappoint. Those born under this Sign prize intellect and consider it the key to all things. At work, they are the clearest of thinkers, looking at a project from all (well, at least two) sides and putting forth some logical and well-thought-out ideas. This quality makes Geminis an asset to any team, and while these folks are not inclined to take the lead, they are a most valuable component. It's also the Gemini's literary bent which allows them to offer a useful perspective on most any situation. The Twins also enjoy bringing their objective reasoning and big-picture ability into their personal relationships. While some may perceive all this logical thought as cold and unemotional, it's simply how these folks tick. They want to connect, they just do it their own way. Luckily for Geminis (and their pals), their lightness of spirit and youthful exuberance help them to appear forever young. In keeping with that skip in their step, Geminis enjoy short road trips -- and their agile minds and nimble hands ensure that they could change a tire (if needed) in no time flat. Is all of this Twin-energy more than any one person can handle? Ah, maybe that's why they are two.

haunted background art...

photoshop creations by me...

haunted reverie

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just a girl:[warrior]

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toxic me

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through his door

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key to a fallen heart

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how shall we kill this remorse

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blu round midnite

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laid to rest:[am i]

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someone to watch over me

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fui quod sis

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razor's edge

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envy the blue

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false consciousness

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haunted whispers

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simple secret

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summer's kisses

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haunted art by others, my favs...

Valentina Kallias:[deviantart]

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pirate queen:[deviantart]

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evanescentangel:[deviantart]

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missdeathwish:[deviantart]

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my most favorite poem...

The Death-Child

William Sharp (1855-1905)

She sits beneath the elder-tree
And sings her song so sweet,
And dreams o'er the burn that darksomely
Runs by her moonwhite feet.

Her hair is dark as starless night,
Her flower-crowned face is pale,
But oh, her eyes are lit with light
Of dread ancestral bale.

She sings an eerie song, so wild
With immemorial dule-
Though young and fair, Death's mortal child
That sits by that dark pool.

And oft she cries an eldritch scream,
When red with human blood
The burn becomes a crimson stream,
A wild, red, surging flood:

Or shrinks, when some swift tide of tears-
The weeping of the world-
Dark eddying 'neath man's phantom-fears
Is o'er the red stream hurled.

For hours beneath the elder-tree
She broods beside the stream;
Her dark eyes filled with mystery,
Her dark soul rapt in dream.

The lapsing flow she heedeth not
Through deepest depths she scans:
Life is the shade that clouds her thought,
As Death 's the eclipse of man's.

Time seems but as a bitter thing
Remembered from of yore:
Yet ah (she thinks) her song she 'll sing
When Time's long reign is o'er.

Erstwhiles she bends alow to hear
What the swift water sings,
The torrent running darkly clear
with secrets of all things.

And then she smiles a strange sad smile
And lets her harp lie long;
The death-waves oft may rise the while,
She greets them with no song.

Few ever cross that dreary moor,
Few see that flower-crowned head;
But whoso knows that wild song's lure
Knoweth that he is dead.

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Sincere love and kinship to you, Tracy.
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09/17/09

Thank you, my dark angel.

I love the chaotic beauty, and shifting meanings in your poetry.

It seems as though as I stare into the abyss, it whispers back.
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